So, I am definitely a little nervous about doing the fertility treatments..I am not scared about them failing or even them working..well okay I am scared that it will work and then I will miscarry again. That is not something I would choose to go through again and especially not now. I AM ready to stop this waiting and get started on the process. That has been the worst thing for me is waiting. Those who know me know that I am not a very patient person, I have been working on it...but I still am not very patient. ;)
Opening up about my infertility problems definitely was one of the scarier things I have done in my life. Its very exposing of my personal life, but I just felt strongly that I shouldn't hide it. Its crazy how much I have learned about myself in the last few years and how I have grown. I feel like the Lord has me going through this trial so that when I become a mother I will have a greater understanding and gratitude for the privilege I will hopefully have one way or another. I feel like I had to make some changes in my life first to be the mother I need to be for my children, I could be wrong but hey its just my opinion. :)
This blog will be an honest one and one where I share my thoughts and opinions...it may be read or it may not be. Who knows what will become of it! I just love to write and share my life.
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